Mourn who you could have been. Live as who you are.
Reach for who you could still become. Work towards change.
This song is about having a foot in each world and struggling to reconcile them. If you are here, too, I see you.
lyrics
Lay your flowers at my grave.
I will meet you there, and I will do the same
in mourning for these stages, never set.
This field is full of lives I never lived.
Weather-worn and aging,
a framework, rearranging.
And I know the past won't change,
but I dream if I obsess enough, then I might find a way.
A millstone: a toxin, pumping through my veins.
The unknown: an option I could never take.
Stumble down the coastal slope,
shaking off the filthy dregs.
Disconnect from what might have been
as the ocean sprays against my bare legs.
And I know the past won't change,
but I dream if I obsess enough, then I might find a way.
All the things I'll never get to be
stretch from the past into infinity.
And I know the past won't change,
but I dream if I obsess enough, then I might find a way.
All the things I'll never get to be
stretch from the past into infinity.
credits
released January 2, 2023
guitars, bass, and vocals performed and recorded by Elizabeth Abigail Black
additional guitars and harmonies recorded by Adam Gabert at Echo House Audio
mixed, and mastered by Adam Gabert at Echo House Audio
co-produced by Elizabeth Abigail Black and Adam Gabert
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